holy shit i just remember this place?!

Well let's see where to begin, oh yea since ex and i broke up been trying to get a job in Dayton Ohio was dating this asshole who had to have his way yet he wanted a str8 up answer on things you cant answer. Then i decided to move to my home state of GREAT IDA-HO lol i know funny *giggles like a school girl* so i moved back to my home state if Idaho in the great city of Boise full of life.....I think lol. Dated this one guy when I moved here and let's just say he wasnt nice when he drinks, found out things about him he didnt tell me but yet claims he did. Damn liars! well him and i arent really talking much anymore due to different thoughts and maturity levels. And now I moved yet again to my semi own place with a roomie, a three storie two bedroom, one bath apartment thats cost about 675 a month :) it's great. But the roomie and I are having some personal issues, typical gay men living together....hahaha. Been having fun meeting people, getting used to the gay scene here, though not much of it. Have a few crushes on some guys and talked to an ex from 3 years ago and my morals seemed to have gone out the window, not sure why though but been thinking about breaking couples up for my own wants and needs which dont happen much at all. I think this state might be a bad influence on me or just the new friends i cant tell.....*grin*

Been working on another site not sure of the address where from http://www.myspace.com it's a great site, meeting some cool guys from there, in a sense since i'm not really meeting them. Been working also at a job thats cool but not what i'm used to doing spend 30 hrs a week on the phone calling people and delivering a script to people and then if they're interested in what i say i send them the information about the company, and then i'm supposed to be working at Fred Myers but dont think i will be due to some issues i have with them and what they told me. i hate some guys and employers, i should give up on Men in general. Top it off i'm doing risky things i shouldnt be doing and thats not a smart thing to be doing. but i figure what the hell if anything happens it happens, not like i dont know of the risk i'm putting myself. *holds finger in sshhing manner* sorry not going to say, my life hehe. well anyways i'm at this HOTT married man's house with his wife and they're friend and i'm hoping the husband fucks me, maybe the wife will get involved...no i'm not bi, there was the one time before i came to idaho i finger fucked a girl who called me sunshine just to see what it's like, might of gone down on here if it wasnt for the guy who was in the room that i was mainly interested in and then my mom walking in, yes i know i'm 21 now and it shouldnt matter what i do but oh well i dont really want my mom seeing my sex life. Well thats enough for now might put something in later tonight have fun all read more of me.